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Old 03-20-2009, 04:03 PM #1
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Default Today I just realized I dont wanna die...
Great, you have probably read my posts expressing I hate being in this life... But just today, minutes ago, I realized I actually like being here....

Some idiots called my mom to tell her I was kidnapped... She was trying to call me but my cell had no signal... she doesnt know the lab number... she rang my dad and together, found the cell phone number of a co-worker here, who told them I was here and let me talk with them... My mom was crying, shaking, panic attack and my dad was very altered... When they heard me, calm down a bit, but they had nasty moments....

Me by myself, just realized they love me even when they sometimes dont understand me....
I started to imagine what if I had been really kidnapped... and I discovered I would have missed my parents, my friends, my mates, my boss, my life !!!! and that I dont want to die !!!!!!! Its been years since I didnt have this feeling of wanting to live....

Wanted to share this nasty "joke" they did to mom and the positive side of this scary moment....

I actually feel nervous myself...
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Yea! That's wonderful news, Blue! Hugs from me to you.
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Great, you have probably read my posts expressing I hate being in this life... But just today, minutes ago, I realized I actually like being here....



Me by myself, just realized they love me even when they sometimes dont understand me....
I started to imagine what if I had been really secuestred... and I discovered I would have missed my parents, my friends, my mates, my boss, my life !!!! and that I dont want to die !!!!!!! Its been years since I didnt have this feeling of wanting to live....

Wanted to share this nasty "joke" they did to mom and the positive side of this scary moment....

I actually feel nervous myself...
Yes, YES YES!!! Thank you Blue for sharing your thoughts, feelings & perspectives! I'm Very happy for you! It's so nice to see you come to this point in your life & to share it! I'm so proud of you sweetie!
I wish I had time to say more....I'm so happy for ya!
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(((Big Hugs and lots of love to you, little Blue)))
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That was a cruel thing they did to your parents.
Something good came out of it no thanks to those idiots!

Hurray for you! And all of us who know you.
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Yea!! We love ya Blue, and will be here to help you through the hard times. Keep smiling...

I agree Alffe, very mean thing to do to her poor parents.
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Thank you dear all !

Yeah... it is something very nasty and cruel that it is very common in my country these days... Idiots.

Thank you !!!
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Well, I hope you know I love you too….
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