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Old 08-15-2016, 07:09 PM #361
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Not much I can say dear Eva, sending you virtual hugs to envelope you in their wRmth
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Default Stuff happening to my body

All new
And frightened
Will see the doctor in a few days
On vacation
Back experiencing unusual pain
Upper back
On right side
Lung area
Let it be the things we already know
Not just another thing
I'm rotting away
Sounds gross
But true
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Default To ease the heart

After a pulse of 171
And blood pressure of 180/100
On BP medicine
Will have a halter on need to make appointment
And then nuclear stress test
My body failing me
It did not behave like this a year ago
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hi eva. i hope you feel better soon. i am praying for you. love and hugs.
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Default Keeping it out of my life

I have a limited time here on earth
I have a family who has no clue what is happening
Time just slipping away
How I wish we could all find a way to respect each other have the mind to understand much precious time wasted in anger
My hope
In Jesus I trust
All his will be done
I hold myself responsible
To be the best role model possible
Amen
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Old 09-05-2016, 06:06 AM #366
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Default A birthday wish

May she find sobriety sooner than later
May she be the mommy she was meant to be for Eva
May she understand I love her to the moon stars and all the planets
May she see the light
I remember the day she was born
Oh how happy was I
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Default And she just won't stop

It has reached a point where my kindness is mistaken for weakness or flat out not paying attention to the seriousness
of Eva and I her custodial guardian
She tried to override the judges orders
Thinking the school did not need a copy of the court order
A form came home that asks for a attachment if there is one
Because Christine registrared her for kindergarten she was told to submit a copy for the school
And because of a situation that ensued over school supplies
Trivial as it may sound to some
I was ignored upon requesting that the supplies be brought to the home so I could distribute as needed throught the year
The flier was very vague
And I put four children through school
I would purchase additional supplies for the general class
Things such as tissues, anti bacterial, pencils andan all of my children's supply
So I was overridden
Pushed over supplies would be ridiculous
She does not listen
I told her submit a copy
Gave her a chance to write an introduction on Eva this too she did not do
I am beginning to think she enjoys being a part time mother at best
She gets a failing grade
She forever has excuses not getting sober
And chooses to live with the father
All they do is cause trouble
They fight a the time
But at the end of it all
Where I must now not allow anymore harm
That's what's happening
She does what she feels like doing
Will be at school tomorrow with court order
I am fed up
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Old 09-22-2016, 07:03 PM #368
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Default Enough to throw me into a bad place

She quit her job
Because she did not take a piercing out facial
She has a five year old child
It is just not fair
She has become so complacent
She has no clue how much work it is to get a child off to school everyday
To see she has no desire to make it work
To turn your nose up about the idea of working as a cashier
To have no one but herself to look at
In the end of the day
Does she
Does she even care
When she was born it was different
Now it's all left up to have to stay strong
For all of them
Jeez
This is a task
It hasn't gotten easier
It's gotten harder

To loose ones health
Is a slow terrible death
It's gotten so hard

Oh what would I do without
Heavenly Father
Jesus Christ
And the Holy Spirit

It is with prayer and HOPE
I hang on
It's enough to throw me into a spin
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Old 10-01-2016, 09:37 PM #369
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Default I am trying so hard

This has been a situation I am not familiar with
Having so much already going on in my life i have no control over this woman's behavior
and to now be awakened at all hours of the morning not to mention it is only a few hours i can get in
I had to call the police because of the horrible nasty way she is being
allowed to behave as she does (for she says she lives in the building for forty years) means what
That she can wake or destroy a persons quality of life
This is the fourth time
I would wait and not call until I turn the television off at 11:00 or 11:30 after the news
But today was the worse of it I called at 7:30
And then it gets so bad my daughter can hear it in her room
Other end of the apartment
I do not think so
She is a horrible person
Up all hours of the night
Drinks and drugs
As she came to my door one evening
asking if I had any pain meds to give her
She was drunk
I already have enough audio of the problem and the police here for the fourth time listened to it
Gracious they were
Brian one of the officers explained if I should have anymore problems they will issue a summons
Now I have tried to be understanding
She is not well
But enough is enough
And the moment they left for about a half hour she was just
out of control
it has stopped
but every once in a while will throw a zinger in
Her bedroom is above mine
isn't there enough going on now having to deal with this
Now to have to deal with an ill kind of person
Never had words with her
Just a horrible person
I have taken it to the management
And they personally went up to confront her
As we already had a meeting also
I was able to submit my proof
She leaves a note on my front door with a written apology
Only for it to begin again hours later
It is managements responsibility to handle this
And because I know my rights
I am holding management responsible on handling the problem
So till Monday hoping I won't have to deal with anymore disturbing noise to awaken me my family is more than I should have to put up with
I have put up with much in my life already
And to have someone take my quality of life and make it worse just for turd and giggles
No more
No more
I hang on and hope for it to just stop
Just stop already
It isn't easy
It makes no sense
But I'm holding on
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Please be careful Eva, you say she is ill, I presume of the mind and therefore potentially unpredictable. Practice safety for this weekend and future, if she is doing this for s##t and giggles now, there is strong possibility she will escalate her activities. Please be safe xx
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