Hi dear BF,
I'm so sorry you've been having such a difficult time. You've been dealing with so much sadness and loss. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and I hope that you will feel much stronger very soon. I imagine you must be feeling very alone in the world now that your sister has passed. You know you have friends here for support always but if you're ever feeling really, really desperately down, please do call on your professional team. That's really important. I worry about you isolating yourself too much because sometimes it's very difficult to come out of that isolation for the needs of day to day living, such as buying groceries and paying bills and having some social interaction.
Thinking of you