you're right on so many levels Mark. I spent my life trying get as much money as the next guy and always wanting more. in the end I have nothing but my life and I need to appreciate it more. I have been destroyed by the city life and you're right. I might need to consider moving. if my girlfriend does not want to come, that might be tough.

I feel like a nobody and that is bad. I need to try and bring myself up from the ashes.

Mark, I am sorry you had a hard week, but your responses are always of great help and greatly appreciated.

sincerely
Mark T