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Originally Posted by MalumSuperate
Hello,
I have no outstanding illnesses or disabilities aside from my almost constant depression and suicidal thoughts. While I don't always want to die outright, I see little hope or reason to continue living. I'm not sure, really, where to turn next. I've joined this forum to try and share my story unashamedly and receive help and advice from true survivors.
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Bono malum superate = overcome evil with good. A very nice choice of handle Superate! I just did't want to refer to you as malum.....
You make a great stride in a healthful direction, seeking to involve others in your plight. Such reaching out demonstrates willingness NOT to be separated from the very people who may help you through the time of ideation....
I fell into the cycle of horror pulling back oh so completely such that I was not even posting on here..... did not want to.... just so I could do my final thing. THAT is a horrifying place to be now viewed in retrospect.
You just keep on keeping on. Then hopefully open up to significant family folk or very close friend(s) who can help you find professional help so as to make you accountable for taking tiny steps toward preservation of self.
You can do this.
I know you can.
From one who has been there....
