You are not being weaned off the drug properly. I don't know what your doctor is thinking at this point. I agree with Doc Smith, it sound like your doctor wants to be finished with you. You need to seek another pain specialist, and come off this medication in a more gental way.
I took morphine for 12 years, and I wanted off my medication as well. I was dropped 15gms, a month for 6 months. It was awful at times just with that. Someone needs to be on top of your situation, so you don't have to suffer needlessly. Clonopin was given to me as well to help with the side effects. Can you talk to this doctor of yours? It just sounds crazy to me on the approach he is using. I am sorry for your discomfort, I do know what you are experinecing. Ginnie