I am on ssdi for depression and that is coming up for review soon. my depression and anxiety is bad but the worst disability is waking up confused and taking a couple of hours in the morning to shake off some horrifying symptoms, then dealing with the other symptoms during the day.

I worked my whole life and now I cannot, but my mri of the head is negative so doctor says no brain problems. why would I make up such a nightmare? I took a vision test that showed nystagmus and suggested damage to brain stem and cerebellum, but it is not a completely accepted medical test yet. and here I am rotting away in my house feeling helpless and scared it is too much sometimes.