I was thinking about you the other day and wondering how you were doing. I'm so sorry to hear about the depression issues and your suicide attempt. I agree with your doctors to try reapplying again. I can't remember the timeline for applying for an appeal when you are denied. You might want to check that out and see if you are still within the time frame. This may speed up the process for you and you have additionally medical information to add to your case.

I'm not sure what you can do in the meantime other than apply for assistance through your state and see if there is a way that the mortgage company will allow you to pay interest or work with you/advise you on what other options are available to you. Your state may be able to provide you with cash assistance and medical care. You can also apply for food stamps. That should help you out some.

Good luck and keep us updated on how you are doing.