Hi there!... I just joined Psych Central and I'm having a lot of challenges with my written communication...so... please...bare with me. I lost a great deal of my memory and it's really starting to annoy me... I have a seizure disorder... a severe case of Scoliosis w/Herrington Rod placement and I have a Syrinx. I have emotional issues... and chronic pain and I'm still trying to get a correct diagnoses.

The Dr. say that I have OCD and that I have Borderline Personality Disorder and that I have Acute Anxiety Disorder. I have had these issues since I was a child. My parents just looked the other way and I was left to swim alone.

My first nervous breakdown came at the ripe old age of 21 and that's when they placed me in patient and started to diagnose me... I had been suffering way before that but I'm strong and I'm dedicated and I was trying to live a normal life...but... no matter how much I forced it I always ended up back in the same place.

I actually think that I have a developmental disorder but because I kind of forced my brain and my body...through...sheer... will power... I came out looking like some one I'm not.

I have struggled through my whole life and now my body and my brain are returning to the exact same way that I was when I was 10 to 12 years old. I'm 41.

I have had to raise 2 parents and I'm a little angry about that.

I'm now fighting for my own right to survive and I can use all the help that I can get.

I'm here to make some new friends and to be of service where and when I can... I have read ALOT of great books and I have good info to provide you with on Nutrition and on Self Empowerment.

I have a strong belief in science and I have a strong belief in God/Source and I don't argue between them I think that they co-exist.

Thank you for you time I know that it is valuable.

Respectfully.

MM