I know my symtpoms aren't in my head. they are brutal and real. the best doctor I ever had told me that it is their fault that they can't measure the problems yet. that they have no machine to show what's wrong. of course he was fired by the psycho doctor in charge but he was a breath of fresh air while he lasted. I should have followed him to his new residency but now I don't know where he is. it's hard to move forward with some of the insane symtpoms that I have but I guess I have to figure out a way how. I guess we all do.