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Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: nowhere nebraska
Posts: 635
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Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: nowhere nebraska
Posts: 635
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Choices???
I really feel that as most people there is not a "choice" . Ending the pain both physical and mental is the best option I have seen many times. Some days I am able to fight both of them. Some days I don't care if they get their way. I have found that if I am at work I can make my ill self see that I am needed to care for my pts. I hear on a regular bases " oh how could they have done that (suicide) to their family and friends" I have many times thought I could tell them just "how" we can do that. I fear however if they knew my secret I would be sent off to a "hospital" Have been there done that....know one thing to be true in my life, I will not go back to that place!
So the attempts have not been noticed just blamed on my clumsiness or the long hours worked.
All I can advise is to not let yourself be along if at all possible, it reduces the opportunities a person has
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Illegitimi non carborundum
For he shall give his angels charge over thee,
to keep thee in all thy ways.
psalms 91:11
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