That is my theme song from The Who. I have lost who I am due to hydrocephalus. I am able to function normally but have a hard time thinking through stuff due to all the drugs I take for seizures. I wonder how anyone else does it. Connection and showing true self is hard because of me having this condition since birth. I am 54. I am glad that I found this room because of submerging feelings for so long. How does a person get through the "being made fun of" part and wanting to feel true feelings. I know that you have to be around people in order to have a chance at relationships but due to difficulties with seizures and spacing out on meds Trying and failing all the time has become part of my thinking. Is there a way out of this? I do not know.