I am here anytime to talk to. I know what it is like to be isolated and feel alone in a crisis. I came here for a different reason, but crisis also. Others will lend an ear too. This is a good community of people who really do care. Is there any community based help for you? Money is always an issue, but there has to be something around locally to give you a boost. Write anytime, you are never alone here. You can PM me if you want also. That keeps the conversations private. Have a good night. ginnie