Very confused today and feeling down. I am still taking seizure meds and one for depression. I am glad that I found this because I need to get stuff out of me. I can do everything that I need to do. God, I just want to cry and cry and never stop. My hydrocephalus is fine and yet the emotional aspects of it are taking their toll on me something fierce. I had to make an appt. with my neurologist just to talk about the way I am feeling with regard to this. I HAVE NEVER, EVER NEEDED TO DO THAT IN MY LIFE. It is like I am not capable of being in control of my feelings or....I need to get them out...somehow. Finally I am remembering what my hypnotherapist told me: it is okay to cry if you need to. Possibly if I am all cried out then I can start fresh? I hate it when I am alone in the house all the time and just go outside to do work to upkeep it. Damn habits are tough to break.