Hi cozyc,

Like ddswaffer, my daughter tried Calmare (but in NJ), and thank God it put her into remission. It lasted 3 months then we needed 4 booster treatments and she's back in remission.

I'm so sorry you have to battle this monster It's horrible! I love your warning lights idea! It's really hard for other people to realize how painful it is, let alone try to figure out is it a horrible pain day or merely an awful pain day ... a little set of colored lights on the forehead would be handy! (it helps to keep a sense of humor)

Anyway, several of us have had good luck with Calmare, and it doesn't work as well if you've had ketamine, so if you want to consider it, you'd probably want to do it before doing ketamine. Best wishes and prayers for finding the right combination of treatments for you!