You have had a traumatic couple of weeks. Give yourself time to soak it in. I am sorry about your grandpa too. Grief takes many forms Ashley and there is no right or wrong way to feel. Just go day by day. Anytime a human has alot on their plate in a short amout of time, it does cause some anxiety or strange feelings. Glad you came on NT. Just being here will help you. In time things will be alot smoother, and your grief will fade. I wish you all the best. ginnie