The guns. That's how the last suicide in our lives happened. One of 3 that used guns. A 4th one used a shotgun. The friend I mentioned earlier with all of those problems. He had a gun.

He went to his parent's house who lived just down the street from him. In fact, that night he was at his parent's house and they were trying to talk him into going into treatment. They wanted him to stay with them at their house because he was SO altered on drugs and alcohol. He got into an argument with his father and ran out the door. Only moments later neighbors called the parents, said they thought they heard a gun. His dad ran to the house but of course was too late.

I loathe guns.

And I'm glad you brought that up Alffe. How easy that would be. I am SO GLAD I don't have a gun at my house OR know anyone who does. Chances are...I wouldn't be sitting here typing this to you at this moment.