I was thinking and probably thinking too much and in my overthinking, I wrote something that was never and would never have come across as judgemental if I had written with more care and yes, more thought.

I hesitated when I wrote my question about Michael. I didn't hesistate long enough. Maybe I would have left the thread alone... because I really didn't focus in on the point of the whole thread.

I do not judge anyone who has taken their life. I'm so sorry that my poor choice of words was interpretted that way.

Yes Michaels suicide was impulsive.
My gut wretches and I want to spill out my heart and insides when I attempt to imagine your grief dear Alffe.
I do not judge your son.
If anything, I attempt to understand your son.
I attempt to understand a lot of things around me.

I'm so sad that I knocked you to the floor Alfeeeee