I am so sorry that you are having such a rough time! I really hope you find the treatment you need to get your life back to somewhere near where you were before. I am still awaiting diagnosis and treatment but there are lots of members here who will have lots of advice and tips for you. The members here are a wealth of knowledge and experience and so supportive - I am sure you will be as glad as I am to have found them!

Sorry I'm no real help to you but i just wanted to say Good Luck and keep us updated!x