I have the same feelings, like everyone will be silent and I will be screaming, or everyone will be hustling about and I will fall out on the ground with a splat and people will keep stepping over me. I often hear people criticizing me in my head and I think of nasty things to say to them in reply. I am working on that one with my doc currently.
14 years in that public of a work space is a long time. I couldn't do that. I agree with you about the masses of humanity wow, sometimes in general I think they are all bad, rarely do I think they are good.
Thanks for your reply, you have great think to say! Thanks for the support.
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Originally Posted by Brokenfriend
I use to hate going into Supermarkets,7-11 stores,pharmacies,movie theaters,and church. I felt like I was going to scream outloud,or freak out while everyone was silent. These thoughts would flash through my mind. I had borderline impulses to get up,and to leave. I was,and still am uncomfortable around people.
I worked in a Supermarket for just under 14 years. That helped me somewhat,but the worse part of it was to get along with everyone. That seemed to be impossible because some people would step right on you if you where nice all the time. I had many confrontations with people who started trouble over the years.
I learned that most people are absorbed with their own problems. We had many customers who had a spectrum of special needs.
People who work as pharmacists are loaded with work,and responsibility.
I'm just rambling on.  BF  |