Ugh...I'm sorry you are having the struggle with doctors and insurance.

I seriously feel your pain. I no longer could afford my $820 COBRA premium. I now have been uninsured for several months because of course no one will insure me with pre existing conditions. My state Medicaid approved me, yet made my deductible nearly all my income ( which is long term disability insurance). I'm waiting on a trial for SSDI who of course denied my original application. My pain doctor wants to try different medication that I can't afford without insurance.

The "system" sucks!! It is so frustrating and stressful. I hope things finally work out for you.