as i type she is talking to my daughter
who says she needs to be pampered
spoken gentle to
i am mom
she knows when i am angry
this family is doing what they can including
taking in some furniture
while she goes into another program
does that make it okay to pick up if you miss Eva
as you say you do
you want a program that brings you two together
all i want is mom and daughter together
how dare she
i expressed i needed to do to get myself together
as things could have been like my daughter
and maybe just maybe because it is mandatory
you get high (because you miss the baby)
when the computer went i was gifted with an iPod
not a phone but it allows me to do live talk it's called
facetime telling her after she stole my medicine from me
i cannot allow her into my home (okay i get it) and today
she still in her high reminded you may facetime anytime
you want see the baby
but to consciously say i need pampering
i responded i always have your back
but the baby needs pampering
i MUST stop enabling you with everything in my being
it HURTS SO BADLY but i did it voluntarily "sobriety is
worth the hurt" and trust me it Hurts this much i know
as mush as in Jesus i TRUST
Amen!

pray she gets it

someone who cares