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Join Date: Feb 2010
Posts: 240
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Join Date: Feb 2010
Posts: 240
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Thanks, everyone.
It was indeed a sad thing to hear and I do consider myself a decent man, but I have to admit that even though through my life I have been pretty much considerate like that, After getting my Dx and going into the world of MS and studying other human ailments I have become MUCH more aware, sensitive and depressed over all the things Humans can get and live with.
Before MS I was like any other person and I have gotten into trouble in life. I have a criminal record, for Harassment 1st degree, shop lifting, trespassing, aggravated unlicensed operation and impersonation. Although they are low key misdemeanors, I'm indeed no super great, sensitive Saint. I've just been more emotionally aware and sensitive to people....now after my Dx... I wasn't a total *** before, but Def not the way I am now.
Yes I have many good traits, but I try to be honest with people.....I have many bad traits as well. I'm telling you all this, because while I could just let everyone think I am this super nice guy with MS....I am not... Sure I am nice, but not a super saint as some of you nice people think I've just been in tune with human nature more than I ever had these days....before the Dx I probably wouldn't of been so sensitive of hearing the news that girl told me, but it did bother me....made me feel so bad.
It just shows me how random life really is and we are all at he mercy of nature and how well we can survive the time we have alive. Some just get screwed and it's over in a blink for them, while others still ride bicycles at 90 years old. With that said I am going to ask how she is doing next time I see her there. I had a stranger ask me how I am doing after they had seen me in a not so good time, and it made me feel real good.
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