Thanks yall. I have 2nd thoughts after tonight.

My friend Doug's attitude is seeming to get pissy towards others and even though he's nice to me, he is still talking over me. I know since he started the chemo and trying to quit smoking on and off he is developing an attitude problem. I don't know if I can take it as him and I have not developed too far for me to take this type of deal from him. However, if I can I still be friends with him I want to be friends with him only. I feel bad for Doug but with my insecurities and all his problems putting him on edge with others I am not liking what I see. It is going to be hard to get romatic with him now I'm afraid. I am also afraid that just tonight I gave him a card with one of the poems I wrote about hoping there was a spark between him and I which my lead him on now. If it scares him than that will be fine too.

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