You have my prayers right now. I hope that this surgery goes smoothly, and that you recover quickly. I know it is scarry anytime you have to have a surgery. If you have confidence in your physician, it will help you through it. I will say some prayers for your doctors guidance too. I don't know you Jappy, but I do know the fear of surgery. It will be OK. I hope you have someone to help you out when you return home. Let me know when you get home and about. Will pray till I hear from you next. I do have a real list! ginnie