Good for you Songbird - you'll get there....

I'm so glad you have your family to help you through this, and give you something good to focus on while you are dealing with such a painful time.

Personally I don't think switching jobs would be a good move right now, especially knowing that you hated the other job before. I think the first few days back at work with baby stuff everywhere you look will of course be hard. But you will deal with it and after those first days it won't seem so difficult to look at, and at least you will be somewhere familiar with people you can talk to.

You are strong and brave and resilient. This won't beat you. I'll be thinking of you - good luck.

Bram