Signing a contract happens this day and age. I did with my first pain specialist, but not with my current one. It is to stop people from Doctor shopping. Maybe you need to find those physicians who are going to stick with you. Your neurologist, the one who did the surgery, should be involved, as your pain levels are not so good. Call and tell him the end of Oct. isn't such a good idea, and insist that you get an appointment. PCP"S are being followed by the DEA, for every script they write. That is why most PCP's send you to a pain specialist. I have one, and have since I had my spinal fusions. Maybe that direction would be better for you. It is OK to cry in front of your doctor. If he doesn't have some compassion, move on and find another. These surgeries are difficult to go through, and we do need the support while healing. I wish I could offer you more suggestions. Be good to yourself. ginnie