I can feel your despair through your words, and I am so very sorry that life has thrown this at you. They say that God never gives you anything that you can't handle, but it sure doesn't seem that way sometimes.

I stumbled across a wonderful blog called "Pink House on the Corner", written by a woman who is struggling to care for her husband, who suffered a massive stroke. She is also doing so much by herself, and I find her blog touching and even funny sometimes. I think you would like it (in fact, I think she is also in FL.)

Bless you, and take care. There are many nice people on this site.