Originally Posted by patriotrising

This is my world.


Dark
Sadness drapes it's dark blanket around me. My vision becomes tunnel like as the blackness creeps around and over me, surrounding me and smothering me with the weight of emptiness. Smoky tendrils of despair wrap and weave themselves around me as they look for a way inside.

I am powerless, motionless as I feel the negative aura soak into my soul. My core becomes dense and heavy, the world becomes gray.


Bright
Excitement pumps through me, pulsating from my chest, filling me with energy and enthusiasm and ideas, ideas that spin through my mind, that circle and swoop and appear in brilliant fleeting flashes. Time is speeding up, colors are bright and bold and I am happy, I am elated and funny and everybody wants to be me, to be near me, to bathe in the brilliance of my energy and positivity.

So much energy, there is humor in everything, I am impatient, I'm so very high, everything is amazing, why can't the rest of them see? They don't understand, I'm different, better, special. There are no consequences, I'm above that.