next week i see my pdoc , have my teeth cleaned and then have some teeth pulled. i am so scared and obsessed. i just got off the phone with paypal to clarify something. there was an unrecognized charge. it turned out that it was from paypal because i updated my credit card and it will get refunded. the guy was so nice. he ended the conversation saying it was love barbara. i have never heard that expression before in handling a transaction. i think i will always remember it.\
my girlfriend said she would pay for the temporary dentures(500)-i told her she was more than generous and she didn't have to do it. she couldn't stand my going without teeth for more than two months. i will tell bellevue on next thursday that i want temporaries. I will still have to go without teeth for about a month maybe.
i have been reading the bible more and more and thinking about death. I have been frustrated in not being able to respond to posts because i am not sure what to say. i feel them when i read or listen to them but i can't focus myself. i apologize.
bobby