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Originally Posted by CRPSsongbird
Tonight it just hit me really hard again. I keep thinking that losing my baby was my fault. The medications or whatever... I just really wanted my baby. So So SO much.I keep remembering when the doctors first thought I was having some sort of problem.
I prayed so hard. Promised ANYTHING...just let me keep my baby. And now...
Now I just feel so utterly empty. I am crying, just wondering why? I am a goo mother, I'm finally with a man who is a good father. Who would support my and our little one. It just not right
It breaks my heart, all the things I'll miss....I just wanted my baby so badly...
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It was not your fault. Don't ever think that! As hard as it is there is a reason for everything. You will get through this and you will get that baby that you are dreaming about! You will be a great mother and that day is sure to come to you! Wondering why is a question everyone asks but sometimes there is no answer. So just focus on what you can do now. You now know you want a child, so rejoice in that fact! I know that you are strong! And I know that you will get through this. You have my number, please call me anytime!