Your poem is tragic yet beautiful. I feel for you. I hope you find your way soon. The pain of loss, our emotional pain, is often is as painful as what we feel physically as CRPS patients. In fact, it can bring on our physical pain. My hope for you is peace. Thinking about you.
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Originally Posted by CRPSsongbird
I wrote this yesterday. It helped to get some of it out.
The grief I feel, sometimes like a breathing being
Palpable, pulsing, harsh
A knife that twists and turns
Leaving a hollow, empty space
The love I felt was real
longing to hold, to touch
Loss leaves an ache so strong
my tears fall like rain
failing to purge my broken heart
leaving numbness through the pain
Breathless, clinging to life
fighting to dream
I stand, shoulder the weight
It settles and shifts
Heavy, dense, and thick
Sometimes I fall
stumbling and lost
But, I still have hope
And a Mothers love
Strong, steadfast, and depthless
I find strength
To stand, to stay
To live
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