I was sleepy and left work early (4:30 pm traffic).
I decided to drive home directly (no stopping at pharmacy for the Lamictal).
I had to fight hard to stay on the road (My car seemed to turn left towards on coming traffic and a few times I wanted to let the car do just that. If felt like an urge I had to fight -- I wonder if that is a vision-thing while one is impaired --- to turn toward other cars rather than to the right side of the road and hit a building or a ditch or a car going in the same direction (I mostly travel on two lane roads for work commute).

Apparently, I made it home, turned off the car in my parking spot, and fell asleep. I guess I had a nap in my drive way.

I am a mess. My life is a mess.

M