It seems the nicer I am to people the more they disrespect me and treat me as such. It's not only my neighbor Doug talking over me but others in my life. I wish I could just sleep and sleep and my head would just automatically get straight. I have no one it seems that I can really depend on in 3-D. It gets mighty lonely on this end of the computer. I feel I wasted all that time on my neighbor Doug too when I should have been paying attention to my needs.

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