Things between he and I have been so awesome since we talked. Woke up yesterday had my coffee brewed fresh baked blueberry muffins cats feed watered and box cleaned. And he even had cleaned the dishes! He's so amazing. I feel so stupid for not saying anything to him for so long.

Debbie- I totally feel the same. Especially with waking up and being so grateful for everything then by 10, having a different perspective. I feel like alot if not most of that is from frustration stemming from or relating to this crap disease.


Still super numb and have fallen a few times. Took a really nasty fall the other day. My back is killing me today from it. And still haven't heard from ss. But things are much better and my spirit has definitely been lifted.