I do feel your anxiety in this withdrawing from medication. I have been through it myself with another, Morphine. I was on that med. for 10 years. The doctor who prescribed it said most likely I would take it for my life. I decided I did not want to do that. I got a new doctor, who helped me wean off. I was sick of living my life around a pill!!!!!!!!!!! I also believed I could manage pain better without IT!!! So I spent 6 months of a nightmare. I remember standing in the hall, just yelling, and I didn't know at what! I sure do remember the anxiety, the moods, trembling, feeling sick, all of it. Never ever want to go through that again with any medication!!!!!!
There was an end to it Adamo, and I feel so much better!!!! It was worth all I had to go through to be rid of it. Keep on trucking, keep going forward, every day is one less day you have of that awful withdraw. I am here anytime to talk to. ginnie