Very sorry to hear you developed this monster of a disease, PebblesCanDo. I'm a husband of a wife who broke her wrist and all hell broke loose. In my case my wife kept it to herself, getting no treatment from doctors, going from doctor to doctor, all rejected her until she finally told me what she was going through for 2 years. (I knew something bad was going on this whole time but she was afraid I'd leave her if she told me about RSD. Instead I got angry at the system, and became her advocate. She went through pretty much what you are going through now. Although it all took time things finally simmered down. Do you have any family member, spouse, friend that can help you through this ridiculous mess, act as your advocate?