Your post said you had a bunch of Nuerotin,Lyrica Vicodan and were
thinking of getting a bottle of Vodka and taking a major coctail.

I had just got back from the Cemetery,i dragged myself across the
grass on my walker. I wanted to tell my husband about our 1st grand-
baby. I had 2 Drs. appointments before this.

There was your post,my husband wasn't susicidal, but the man who
crossed the line and hit my husband head on was. He lived my husband
didn't,we had 3 kids in College Jack.

That man did have a major coctail in him,he crawled out of his car without
a scratch on him. When they got him sober. He screamed all i wanted
was to kill the pain. That was 8 yrs. ago today. Yes i was worried about
you,but your post scared me. I was afraid of the people you might hurt.

I don't know you from braintalk,but Jack you sounded like you were
suicidal. Yes there probably is a (DUMP & UNLOAD) site ,your words
find it if you must. I took the time to e-mail my son to give me the
Name of that Pain Clinic.I would do it again,just don't post that way.

So many of us have physical pain that will last forever,we get frustrated
tired,and put up with the same crap you do from Drs. Feeling suicidal
is one thing, say so. Don't make it sound like you are going to commit it.
It's just to painful for me. I know you said you were sorry for being
desperate. I really hope so and i hope you find the help your seeking.

Sue