Thanks everyone!
Springfield does have an ms group.. however, they all see the same specialist that I first saw. The group is small and im the youngest by far. They are all about pharm drugs. When I went to 1 they were all telling me I need to take baclofen, adderrall, etc. Im not into drugs. Granted I would possibly be going through less suffering, the horribly terrifying experiences I've had on the ones I've tried have kind of ruined me on the pharm drugs.
I do not approve of that specialist nor his nurses.
I went to one of the dinners a while back.. he and his nurse showed up bout 20 minutes late. I had brought my bf with me.was thinkin to myself 'wow, these two look higher than a kite' gigglin like little school girls. When we got in the car my bf said he didn't like my doctor/nurse and that its disrespectful to show up late and high to a dinner for your patients.
Gosh, bringing that memory up really makes me happy I don't see him anymore.
Well hopefully, ill get super lucky and find a doctor and nurse system that rock my socks off!
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