Bram sweetheart, I have had this very thing happen to me too; it hurts (like everything else). I hate to sound like I'm running to their defense, but I think some days other folks just get wrapped in their own daily grind and sometimes it seems to happen when we need just a little attention and any kind of comfort from the ones we love the most. I keep trying to tell myself, they have no idea, nor will they ever, and thank God for that, but in the same breath it’s a very lonely feeling at times.

Hang in there love, and perhaps tomorrow will be a better day all the way around. It sounds like you have a great marriage, and perhaps have been together quite a while. I think every couple, no matter how great things are has a day when all the stars are not aligning and we fail to connect. Hang in there, it will pass.

I am struggling like crazy with symptoms. I can’t keep up with my life!! This frustrates me to no end. Even the most mundane of things are tough if not impossible right now. I try not to get mad and just say “oh well, I won’t be cooking dinner… again”. But I would be lying if I didn’t say that I fight the urge to panic over how fast I am deteriorating over the past month. I think I’m in a controlled state of panic.