[QUOTE=Vrae;1013801]I am SO in touch with the title of this thread! I am hurting so bad in so many places it’s insane, or going to make me insane. Every step or movement is so difficult and such a struggle right now. I feel like EVERY SINGLE ASPECT of my life is suffering. More and more things just slipping through my fingers, sometimes literally. And somehow I am suppose to get comfortable with that notion. Zen Vrae... Zen... Wide Open Spaces.... yeah that's it... right?

I sure do understand that feeling! Except you should feel good you're 9 years younger than me! No, but seriously this stuff really wears you down!
I think it's a great idea to go out!
We did that this last Saturday and a couple of drinks and some fun music and I almost felt normal for a few hours.
I think we SHOULD try to enjoy what we can!, we never what life throws at us next anyway but more true for us.