Well, as corny as this may sound, now that I don't have youth on my side, I REALLY appreciate the value of youth. Honestly, it is something.

But, no doubt, moving to a new city is hard. It's exciting, YET, the loss of friends and the comforts of familiarity is very hard. Plus, your boyfriend is busy with something new and exciting.

What might help is if you can get busy with something new and exciting.

This way, you can meet new people and be preoccupied. The time will fly by.

Since you have some health concerns, you might have to be careful with what you chose to do....but with some thought, no doubt you can find something fun and interesting.

Perhaps take a course at the community college, some volunteer work, a gentle exercise class, etc.

I'm taking a class at my community college right now and honestly, it is very tiring for me. HOWEVER, I am enjoying it VERY MUCH. It is worth taking a big nap afterwards to be able to learn something new and meet new people.

Sometimes it is a big push to try something new, but if you don't take that first step and push yourself...you just wont know. Keep trying.

Wishing you well.