Sometimes it's so hard to do what we know we should I've only been out 4 times this year because I absolutle yhad to. It 's my grandaughters 16th birthday party on 4th Oct I was the first person to hold her when she was born, I've told her I can't go, she nderstands the risks but I still intend to get a taxi after everyones gone so I can surprise her but I'll be paying for it for days after and any bumpmight make this spread..