Az-Di we all wish we were the same people we were. I would give my left arm to be able to go outside and run and roll around with my son. To be able to do a ton of things I used to do. I can't even walk my dog. So I get her to run around the back yard which is tiny. I have problems even driving into town some days and thats only about 2 miles off this stinky base I live on. It sucks we have to give up so much because of this (yes I am going to say it) damn disease that has attacked us. Thats what this is. Warfare. We are at war with our pain to try to have a semblance of normalcy for us. I am going to fight this war as hard as its trying to bring me down. Sorry for cursing, but some times we have to get it out. We are here for you at anytime.