Just found out have nerve damage of l5s1 nerve (3 prior herniations, 2 disectomies, one fusion where I am 4 months post Op).

EMG indicated abnormalities, latency, at this nerve. See doctor tomorrow, but clear from calls that there is a major problem; I know it is nerve damage (the doctor told me almost as much in the doctor way of saying it).

I am in a daze, feel so alone. my wife does not get it; she has dealt with this enough.

Find me something to look forward to.