HI Fixmeup, You are not selfish - you are like all of us suffering with pain. We would like to be able to enjoy simple pleasures like we used to! I'm sure you're not thrilled with having to live with your parents but you are very lucky to have them! I'm glad that you have their support. Try to savor those moments you are pain-free enough to enjoy the simple pleasures! I just wish there could be more of them! Hang in there!