Thanks Allanira. I will try to not to let it get to me. I just got back from New York. My husband had to drive me to my Endometriosis specialist to get a check up to make sure the endo didn't come back. (I thought that may be why I have had such stomach pain.) Well, good news is I am still endo free, but bad news is I still don't know why my stomach hurts so much. So off to my gp tomorrow to see what route he thinks I should take. I think I'm going to need another surgery to remove my gallstone. Surgery and me don't do well, because of my rsd. I've had spread because of my first endo surgery from my wrist down to my leg. Second endo surgery seemed to go well, but I still have pain in the site the surgery was performed(I think its the RSD). My dr said it could take over a year to heal from it, because it was over a 6 hour surgery because of an infection I got from the first one. Anyway, we shall see. I am so sick of seeing doctors. I have calendar just for my dr appts. It's not much fun as you well know. Well I hope your doing okay and good luck again with your benefits. It will be okay. Just remember to keep the faith.