

In Feb 2013 I had my 3rd spinal fusion surgery. It failed.
I have no memory of march or April except for tiny pieces.
I'm trying to make this as short but informational as I can.
I had an MRI DTI done in May. Neurologist says I have brain damage due to lack of oxygen, Oh I also had 3 blood transfusions 2 days post op with BP 65/43 my systolic never above 80 , bp 98/48.
I know have a stuttering speech and hard to get the right words out gets worse when I'm upset or in a lot of pain and also short term memory loss .neurologist said no cure don't know if ill get better, worse or stay the same.
I might also mention that my family has turned away from me
I live alone, I'm married but been separated 2 years. I have no form of transportation except husband to take me to store or appointments, I'm usually alone 24/7 a few days at a time.
I am feeling alone lost scared and not sure where to turn.
did I have a stroke? what caused the lack of oxygen?
I have no answers.
Thank you for taking the time to read this