We all have moments it gets too much. I have a sister thats a known druggy and she was complaining about "pain". I told her when she gets off the drugs has 3 surgeries on her knee and feels like her leg is going to collapse from hurting or spontaneously combust then I would talk about pain and giving her ONE norco every couple weeks which is all I can take. I know I'm a jerk. I said this in front of my grandmother and she hollered at me for being mean. My sister said I probably didn't even need the meds I was on as I was still walking around after my son. At the time I wasn't on a cane yet. She saw me limping and white faced too. Yes I LOOK fine and yes I act fine to an extent untill my pain crosses that threshold. Then I'm white lipped to keep from screaming. I have decided I'm not going to let others bring me down. If they think Im faking then oh well. I know the truth. Keep smiling guys and don't let the cynics and ignorant get you down.