Thank you so much for answering guys,

Marina id really like to hear your story when you are able, did you have vision and balance problems that improved?

Mark i believe it is anxiety that is keeping me up, all day my vision just is not right and my head feels like its in a different world, when i go for my slow/short walk with sunglasses and earplugs the world just feels so foreign and woobly/spacey to me and im scared ill be like this forever. This is without going out or overstimulating or being around people just being by myself.

It sounds dumb but how can i be a father some day if this stuff stays like this, i dont even want to leave the house cause its bad when im here doing nothing, worse when i do anything (

i had to take an ambien, which did nothing, then a xanax last night and i finally slept a lil, but i know it cant be good for me..

im gonna try valarian root Marina

god bless, im gonna try to get off the computer,

Rj